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I’ve been mentally abused my whole life. I’m tired of it. :’(

“I think you might be the issue. He seems really “chill” and I don’t think you actually know you are doing this. I honestly think you need to work on yourself and take up a way to relieve your stress and anxiety. I feel like you get anxious a lot. With everything going on with your work, your parents, and then the Texas situation. I think you need to really get to know who you are and trust yourself completely….. I am humbled by the way you reacted to this, honestly. I was worried that you would get offended. But for as long as we have been friends Michelle, I’ve always said that you deserve the best. Simply put. And you do put on this tough act…….. I love you too much to let anything like this happen to you. This guy is a great guy and he will wait until you have all of your “skeletons” out of your closet and/or dealt with your demons. And if he doesn’t I know God has someone so much better than him planned out for you. Michelle, you have to put you before any friendship or relationship. You are your main priority. And I love you so much more than words can explain. You are the sister I never had. And I will always be true to you, no matter what….”

-Natasha Kolesnik

these were a mix of text messages from her tonight. I have been blessed with the most amazing best friend that has completely turned into a sister these past 9 years. Without her, I wouldn’t feel complete.